not sure..

I've been avoiding this post for a long time... and I'm still not ready to talk about it.

Lord-- Thank you for who you are and for sending your son so that one day I may stand with you in heaven. I thank you that you have chosen to grow me and that you have chosen to participate in my life. I praise you for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I am in awe of you because you know my rising up and my lying down, you know my thought before I even think about thinking it. Lord, I pray that you will help give me peace and rest in my heart about Mo's death. I can't get him out of my head and the pain in my heart shows no signs of yielding. I need your hand of comfort. Lord, I pray for soothing for Holly's heart and the strength to continue on even when her heart hurts so bad she thinks she might not be able to go on. You hold all things in place and nothing happens without you knowing about it. I trust you and I love you Lord. IJPN-Amen




Psalm 139